I was replaying conversations in my head
Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give
I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said
Rereading messages I didn't have to send

You've been screaming in your sleep
You've been having those bad dreams
I look the wrong way when I try to cross the street
Rereading messages I didn't have to keep

You showed me all your scars
And I know how you'll die
Doesn't matter what I say
Doesn't matter that I tried

Is it enough?
Can I be happy
Is it enough?
Try not to hate the things you love

Is it enough?
Can I be happy
Is it enough?
Try not to hate the things you love

I always thought I'd be normal
I always thought I'd be I'd be a normal person
Always thought I'd be social
That I'd fit in and be loved and feel good about it
But instead I'm stressed and feel like a misshapen puzzle piece

I always thought I'd be normal
I always thought I'd be I'd be a normal person
Always thought I'd be social
That I'd fit in and be loved and feel good about it
But instead I'm stressed and feel like a misshapen puzzle piece

I was replaying conversations in my head
Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give
I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said
Rereading messages I didn't have to send

I was replaying conversations in my head
Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give
I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said
Rereading messages I didn't have to send

You think I'm trying to save you
I think I'm trying to save face
You think that I think I'm perfect
I think that you think I'm useless